Loving yourself and accepting what and who you are in the moment while simultaneously striving to do and be better is a complex dance that often leaves me exhausted. That said I am trying my best to be good enough in all my roles. Its been a few years since the last blog and I somehow managed to survive "pandemic teaching" and still love my job. My school was one of the few who went back to in person teaching at a level that was super demanding for teachers but done in a way I felt safe at the same time.
Since the last post (done in 2020) I have been pregnant, had the baby, and that baby is somehow already 13 months old now.
To say time flies is the understatement of the year.
Not to mention both my parents have passed away. Even though I wasn't close with them ( haven't really spoken to them in years) , it still kind of hurts
It's been a lot these past few years. I have discovered parts of myself I didnt know existed both ugly and beautiful. I am the embodiment of "two things can be true" . I am human.
I still am not sure how I want to use this space so that has not changed. But I know I want to do something
